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>> ZEPHYR ROCK HEAD. old school all the way!
.p e r c h a n c e. feel quite sian and zoned out. dunno why. but semester's finishing soon i guess- the last official week is almost upon us. can't wait man. want to grad asap. want to go to ____ but i dunno if i ever will. its all in the future. lol. i've got to study film hist man. and drapro for tmr. i can't believe there's an exam on valentine's day. and on a tues. zz.. cg.. -_- anyone up for petitioning against no adv. cg with me?? bummed. think i'm only looking forward to music for pic.. =\ .. anyway. meme time. 3 things meme: 3 jobs i've had: 3 books i've just bought: 3 TV shows i love or loved: 3 places i've vacationed: 3 lifelong passions: 3 sites i visit daily: 3 things i really want: 3 things i look forward to each day: 3 places i feel like eating now: 3 places i'd rather be right now: 3 hopes for the future: tagging suka, joyce, charlie- whoever who wants to do la -_- memes are fun for wasting time ya. haha! just finished recording the theme for chapters! dunno if it'd do. lack of inspiration sia. lack of rest and feeling sick. bored. interview at showmaker's went pretty well, quite looking forward to it. just hope not all my weekends will be burnt. after the sem finally can also get back on track with my music also. i hate it that i had to stop cos of sch work being over hectic. z. aside from that weekend has been relatively un-newsworthy.. lol. had fun helping out at suka's recording.. guys were mad.. as usual. haha.. i think wq they all -_-| already. was looking through my archives just now.. and find that i really think in a sporadic manner.. and i dunno if that's good or bad. thought alot these few days about the future. what about i don't think i'd disclose cos i'm not so sure about it myself. sigh. sometimes i feel jealous of the experiences that others had, but then again i feel grateful for what i myself have experienced. postscript: "i don't want be anything other than what i've been trying to be lately." .a w e. back from hk / beijing! sooo happy to be back! *hugs bed and rolls around in glee* no more scratchy itchy 123501 layers of clothes! and no more bloody winds that make my ears and nose want to drop off. got mild cold rash now, healing really fast once i stepped out of the plane. lol. i hate freaking subzero weather countries la. I ALWAYS GET RASHES COS OF THE BLOODY 126816 LAYERS OF CLOTHES!!! -gripe gripe gripe- anyway. saw relatives and lived off dimsum for about 5 days. climbed the great wall (yes wtf i know) and even went to the forbidden city. ..... -_- yeahhh.. my parents always want to go on these little jaunts to see historical sites or whatever.. i couldn't really appreciate cos i was freezing my pants off. i think what spurred me to walk on was the fact that it bought me closer to the tour bus. hurhur. bloody hell. i wish i could've stayed in sg la. alone also can. then can spend some time with friends and pig. new year holiday ma. and i am still not happy i have to rush off right after DT concert to catch my flight la bloody hell. fuckfuckfuck~~~~ anyway... so that brings me to the more important post- DT!! XD rushed to meet pig after handing up documents at sch.. skipping drapro AND nfic.. -_- actually i overslept for drapro. wanted to go. couldn't find a single cab and got increasingly agitated. took train there in the end.. and practically ran to the indoor stadium. so kanchiong. but good thing we got there on time cos the merchandise booth was already open. everything was swept up! got 4 cds and 1 dvd (guitar wars! XD). think i spent like $155. -_- my parents will totally murder me if they find out. wahaha. but actually saved money XD below is pic of merch which i just ripped off pig.. cos i lazy to take pic. ahahah! got everything he got too anyways.. except the shirt. wanted to buy but think i no need to wear pants if i do. thanks to hams for keeping my poster for me! went in pretty early to pre-show VIP lounge and mooched around. took group pic with myung! .... XDD omg he looks the same in RL la. hahah! totally dig his leather jacket. and i got to stand next to him whee! XD ok shall stop fangirling cos i'll start talking about his hair next. -,- took some pics of the stage from the VIP lounge and front.. hams didn't manage to smuggle his cam in, bollocks. dunno how come some people got camera?! wah lan eh. maybe non premium section ppl had a slack inspection or something. made do with camera phone.. mediocre quality but oh wells~ waited for an hour or so for the show to start.. prolly cos alot of idiots were late T_T .. got to know brandon from aphelion who was sitting next to us. heard he's a v pro drummer? i have this vague impression he was in enorhted. i think? very friendly. saw chansey, joel and co, ben, kit, yun and even corey! !! gen told me she was there also.. oh man XD when the show finally started chairs were thrown back and everyone rushed for the barricades.. wicked! managed to snag a spot right in front of petrucci. was squashed like dunno what bird and someone was stepping on my foot. nvm.. very high XD the bodyguard asked me twice if i was ok. lol! show started with root of all evil.. was thinking they'd start with under a glass moon or pull me under =\ don't really fancy octavarium that much but was totally mind blowing anyways. crowd was singing along and screaming ourselves hoarse. faves were definitely the images and words songs. fave album! some pics: thanks to the people with cams for sharing.. really brings back memories. very happy hahaha. finally got to see them in action.. been wanting to for the longest time. i guess it was like a dream come true for everyone there. the $200 VIP pass was totally worth it. lets hope labrie stays true to his word and they'll be back! XD ok enough with the excitement.. still feeling quite hyped up so gotta cool off =D back to sch, mundane homework again.. but sem's quickly drawing to a close. so just put in that extra effort to complete everything =D drapro2 will finish finally next week. can't wait man. let's do a good job girls. can't wait to finish off and slack before i go for attachment. year 3 already. time really flies. i can still remember myself in year one getting lost and desperately consulting the super useless map provided. yes i know i have no sense of direction. -_- i don't care lol. open house now and see alot of ah lians and newbies loitering ard our block. not happy mcm ppl like dominating everything. shows that we have alot more work actually. oh well don't want say liao very politicky. YAY we're SENIORS! can dao all the jrs. wahahaha jk la. i think i'm still hyper. wendy and joyce probably made it worse. lol. joyce stupid molester. T_T anyway will resume with practise soon. things going along quite well. will find new teacher after i reach the level i set. nothing much to report, except i still have my throat infection. screamed too much at DT yes yes.. -_- you all at tagboard making fun of me ah. hahaha. i want to watch fearless but no one watch with meee... cos no one like to watch wattaaaa show T_T z. sigh. miss him but... =\ go le. long long post.. but it made up for the relatively long stretch i didn't blog. =D things on my mind now.. which i can't really express. i think i'll go watch closer or smth again tmr.. long saturday. chill peeps. postscript: "carpe diem, sieze the day, we are food for worms anyway." -dream theater .b l a n k. new year. new layout. another one that can be re-used over and over again. lol. suits nothing much to update on, except the obvious fact that i'm not very happy nowadays. i try, but it doesn't really seem to work. drapro's run into some complications. hope everything clears up soon. we got film though! i guess that's a fact we should be proud of. and i haven't really started on my film history report. lol. and neither do i feel like starting. this is fucked up man. totally fucked up. applied for 77, 108, and insound. was surprised every single one replied with interest. i'm hoping that 108 takes us. it'd seriously improve my current disposition. then it'd be sucks to that potted hernia person. i can't wait to just finish up this rotten sem and go for my attachment. no need to return to le np hell hole for a few months. shiok, no. very very tired. the placement of modules totally sucks to the max. won't start ranting cos i'll probably just start getting all pissed off, again. i don't really feel like going overseas now. the day just draws closer and closer. i don't feel like leaving. sometimes i wonder, what an extra hour of time really means to you? perfunctoriness's sake? your conscience? or just extra time to chill? i don't know. i don't know why i bother with some things at all. when everything seems to come to naught, even when i try to be understanding. the feeling of despair or blankness sinks in as i walk away. i don't know what to say.. it's funny sometimes. how something that was once euphoric can turn so depressing. oh well. i guess you can either make your life more worthwhile and interesting in other ways, or just kill it with all that emotional baggage we all carry. hopefully i can start on what i want to pursue soon. i guess i'll go wash up, and get down to that report like i should have been doing hours ago, instead of wasting people's time. i hope i finish this sem in one piece. at least my mood's improved by an iota now. nothing like ridiculing the beastie girls to cheer up eh? haha~ postcript: "i think back to the times, when dreams were what mattered. tough talking youth naivete- you said you'll never let me down, but the horse stampedes and rages- in the name of desperation.." - "wasted time", skid row .g r e y i s h. first post of the new year. not feeling very happy though. crap is starting all over again. hell hole is reopening in a day. everyone's uptight now.. chill ppl. getting all worked up is no use yeah.. just keep your cool and something'll work out. not a very good first day.. whole day was entirely fucked up. joel & co and the 1/2 marroon 5 wasn't bad but other then that. fucked up. i really shouldn't bother anymore. can't be bothered. detachment is the key. will work on that. asap too. started out with something in mind to blog about. can't recall now. maybe cos i've got other things on my mind. and dramapro is worrying. nvm. enough of that. this somewhat cheered me up a little though. heh. pg and his power wheaties. i wonder how 2006 will fare. i hope it'd be lots better then the rubbish later half of 2005. it had better be. pearl: yeah i miss you too. it's been awhile since we've been out.. i still have my f&c shirt. lol! fond memories. rem the fried / grilled cala. say hello to gordon for me. =) back on track. i have a shitload of work waiting for me. i didn't expect the onslaught to descend this fast but yeah i've better get a move on. truffaut, anyone? sidetracked to youtube and syu while "researching". bloody depressed. i wonder if i die who would even remotely care. whatevers. enough with the negativity. detach, detach.. think i'll get myself a new book soon. have a good idea what to take up already after i finish all the school work. i want this semester to end like now. we'll just have to slog on and try our best. gambatte peeps. i should go and do what i can to cheer myself up now. that john mayer song is so apt.. don't take me for granted. cos one day i'll just disappear from your life like you've never known me. but then again maybe thats what you want. postscript: "and i can't tell you just what's keeping me down. something's missing, and i don't know how to fix it. something's missing, and i don't know what it is, no i don't know what it is... i don't." - "something's missing", john mayer .e n n u i. pig is officially 22, ytd. hopefully he enjoyed his day sufficiently. -pats pig- i miss him already. he's probably licking at some guitar now. lol. basically just nua-ed about these few days. good for rest i suppose. nfic shoots are finally over. hopefully mok c would be nice and announce we can stop going to class. that would be nice.. i'd say its wishful thinking but yeah.. *crosses fingers* anyway. got home feeling out of sorts.. so i cleaned out my cabinet and went on download frenzy to cheer myself up. to keep my mind off things. i think i was feeling rather hard hearted when i was cleaning. dumped ALL my x-files / buffy tapes that i amassed when i was younger. all! without another thought. i used to sit in front of the vcr 5 mins before showtime just to hit the record button before the trailer starts. -_-|| threw out all my sec sch books, worksheets, and smilar thrash.. mags all went without another glance too. i only saved FIRST. rediscovered several small objects, like that necklace k gave me back in sec 3. haha.. that seems like a lifetime ago now. bundles of cards, autograph books, photographs.. packed them into a corner after i chucked my textbooks. i threw away worksheets by the fistful. felt liberating in a way. now the bottom shelf is completely empty. yay. i can use it for dumping ground since the fucking book shelf is full. dl-ing becker, malmsteen, ac/dc, and concerto moon now. wanted to stuff more but decided not to chance it. in very weird mood today. moment i stepped into house just went about doing everything like i've planned it for ages. which is very unlike me. =\ something a friend brought up made me think. she asked if i kept keepsakes or pictures from exes. and that if i know if my boyfriend does it? answer to both is no. i don't really keep anything except for platonic photographs, and other small stuff. the rest goes. cos i think if i keep them i'm just asking for trouble. for him thats his business ma. i don't know. said friend was quite outraged i didn't ask, cos she recently saw something she wasn't meant to see.. my answer to that is nothing good ever came from invading other ppl's privacy.. -_- dunno why what she said made me think of weird things. like if you do see a picture what does it mean? how do you react? random thoughts. but nevermind, moment over. i think i'm just plain out rambling. things have been a little unsettling of late. can't remember when was the last time i really enjoyed myself for a whole weekend. i kind of miss the old days. everyone seems to be changing and growing up really fast. maybe its me getting too attached to things again. tmr marks the end of 2005. 2006, the year i turn 20. marvy. resolutions: 1) exercise more. maybe it'd improve my energy. 2) be more detached.. then won't be as affected. 3) take up something to devote the rest of my time to. yeah guess that's enough to keep me busy. think i might change the layout header later. and do my resume and stuffs. zz.. hope this weird mood goes away. i just feel really odd. postscript: "whenever i want to cry, i take a shower. sometimes, i shower twice a day." .r e b e l. lazy to blog. lol. tagboard is very lively now. got a bunch of dunno whats squabbling there. hurhur! =P i wish the hols were longeerrrr. i'm somehow still very tired. today's shoot sucked actually cos of the rainy weather. bummer. poor joyce had to lug the camera for -very- long. -_- *pats* left big fish. am cam op. hope i don't screw up. maybe i'll drop the cam on the fish and chips =D .. went for brief shop with suka, mich, roy and oli just now. just browsed around basically. guess was chaotic. warzone! but still a pair of jeans = $145 and abv = siao. still see so many ppl happily carting around loads of stuff like no one's business. i rather buy el cheapo jeans go home and ownself rip. -_- or yeahhh just stick to levi's. x'mas eve! certain pig's bday coming soon. lao kok kok drink more teh. =D miss him loads but he's sick with mpd. mad pig disease. wahhaa XD still have to do scriptwriting step outline. and film hist presentation + report. sian. i don't feel like doing =\ i just want to sack out at home for a week. sigh. lately got alot of drama ensuing over IBP/IAP stuffs. betrayals, fickle minds, hurt.. the works. i guess it can't be helped but i do wish people would be more considerate. but what's done is done, move on and do the best you can make of it.. cheer up all! all i see are mostly black faces, tears and anger nowadays. chill y'all. it's nice to have friends and the hams to cheer me up. cos i AM perpetually grouchy. hahaha. blame it on the school work man. ok i really didn't blog much cos half of what i wanted to blog has just flown out of my brain. amnesia at such a young age. the tragedy. going to either cos shinpachi with suka oli mich and whoever, or just going solo as ayahito from tensho-go. k la. i won't ps you guys so easily again ya. unless got big emergency or what. wishlist: digicam, tablet, clothes (namely belt, more tees, slacks and jacket -_-), se7en box set, a good book.. actually alot la but i don't want to list all. hahahaa. all very ex sia. slowly save. will be going to m'sia most prob on x'mas. dunno going to be bored anot sia. i suppose i can bitch with my brother if it gets too boring. i want go overseas with friendsss! might be going to HK or beijing too during CNY hols. zz. i told my dad if it interfered with the DT concert I AM NOT GOING. -,- i think i'm spouting random nonsense now. i wanted to change my blog pic the other day but sidetracked / was too lazy. mojo man is getting to my head. led zep \m/ wheee. i should blog more seriously next time. anyway. see joyceeee i did blog. who says i don't update? =D postscript: "i wanna hold you high and steal your pain.." - "broken", seether feat. amy lee .s h a g g e d. workload's piling skyhigh! and we're not even allowed to rant and bitch as usual on our blogs la, kenna threatened that will get slapped with lawsuit or something. bah. workworkwork. list: 1) 2 non-fic proposals 2) 3 synopsises 3) weekly scriptwriting assignment 4) 4 entry drama journal 5) weekly film journal 6) 20 min film presentation by week 11 7) misc. production paperwork (which i'm too lazy to list -_-) sian sia. writer's block. i've got to go follow up on my script later. it's due like tmr? i wonder if i've left any homework out. freaks out.. freaks out.. aghz. weather's been freezing recently too. make me super sian full to get up in the morning. 4-5 hours a night where got enough?! okayyy.. guess griping's not going to help. dosage of johnny to perk up! 21st jump street days.. i think he was just 23 at this time. hothothot! XD quite excited about dramapro shoot. l.i.p.s rocks yeh =D on a happy note! going to dream theater's concert on jan27th with hammie! oh mannn excited la, vip tickets.. hope got meet and greet session. i'll prolly frame the ticket, poster, photos, whatever la.. lol~ chansey and co. are going too.. think some other friends and my bro too. maybe can see each other then haha! something to look forward to.. i think i'll even pon nonfic if need be on that day la hurhur. might be moving to west coast soon. seems 80% confirmed? think its a semi detached. will miss this neighbourhood if i do move. the only thing i'm looking forward to is a bigger room. now everytime i cross the bridge, or just come home at the end of the day.. i stop and take a longer look around.. i know i'm being silly.. it's not even confirmed yet. but i've been here for a decade. there's still that sense of familarity and all. although i hate the limited space in my room la. always get pek chek when i discover my bookshelf is full. again. when i just cleared it out recently. gah. guess i'll just concentrate on the joys (!) of a bigger room if my dad does announce we ARE moving. to keep from getting all sentimental and stuffs yeah.. haha. happy birthdays to tien hou and jojo! have a nice year guys =D esp moo, thanks for the cow again.. lol. got lots of things i want to get. more tees, jacket and shoes. retail therapy! zz. loads of dvds, like the se7en box set. and that ps2 -_- will get down to it when i'm more free. wish i had more time to sleep. its quite a strain to concentrate when i'm like half dead.. even though i'm trying my hardest. been quite a pleasant semester so far, albeit the nerve wracking schedules and lack of sleep.. everyone's getting along very well. and i'm happy for that. though you manage to piss me off sometimes over the smallest things, i guess it's all worth it when you hold my hand. love ya lots pig. homework time =\ better get started if i want to get to bed at a decent hour. take care people. postscript: "sometimes you wake up. sometimes the fall kills you. and sometimes, when you fall, you fly." - neil gaiman |
